41. Arputha-p-paththu Here again there lies a mysterious secret to understand which one has to consider the feelings of the saint in two of the foregoing decads, the Decad of Desire (25) and the Decad of Wonder(26). The saint expresses in the Decad of Desire that one of his ambitions has been to see the galaxy of His devoted saints(25:9). In the Decad of Wonder, which speaks of the characteristics of deliverance, he expresses in almost all the verses that he could witness the mysterious event of the Lord in joining him in the band of His devotees(26: 1 to 9). He extols that the Lord has made him the servant of His most beloved devotees(5:29) as this event seems to be more than what he asked for. When this is so, the saint discloses here that He, in His grace, joined him to the Feet of His saintly devotees and exults that he is not able to understand the miracle in this mysterious event of transforming him into Light.(41:8). Further the saint jubilates in five of the ten verses of this decad that he is not able to understand the miracle of the Lord in enslaving him and graciously making him. His own(4,6,7,9,10). The saintis, therefore, unable to sustain these rapturous experiences of transformation of his physical body into a Body of Light, as contemplated in the sub-title namely Inability to sustain the experience. 765
